I don't understand what's wrong with me being myself? The first thing you're taught in school is be yourself; be yourself and you'll make friends. Oh yeah? Ever since I came to college it's literally one asshole after another. I've had three teachers already peg me as a bad student for literally no reason. And I can't even begin to talk about the students I've met.
I know I sound like a prissy little bitch. I know there are nice kids everywhere you go. There's a lot of kind hearted people here but the problem is my roommates. I can barely spend time with my boyfriend because I feel so obligated to stay at the dorm so they don't get pissy with me.
I got into a small fight with my boyfriend. We've been 4 1/2 months strong and this is basically our first fight. I know the fights my fault and I'm being stubborn. But I don't really care. I've been super stressed and he knows it. I don't think he totally knows who I am. And the problem is I know myself too well. The problem is my depression. The problem is how I'm very introverted. The problem is I get hurt too easily.
And I know I'm extremely vague about everything. But I'm just so sick of retelling my story of how much college life sucks right now. I cannot wait to transfer next semester. Is it so wrong to just want a place to call home?
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